Monday, April 11, 2011

Grandpa




Over Conference Weekend, my family and extended family surprised my Grandpa Moore for his 80th Birthday. I could tell it meant a lot to him. Most of the family--with all my mom's siblings--were there to surprise him. I can't believe my grandpa is 80! I helped my mom put together a book of all grandpa's memories.

In celebration of his birthday, I wanted to list a few things I love my grandpa:
  1. When I was little I use to comb through grandpa's hair--it was his favorite thing.
  2. I remember sitting on his lap pretending he was Santa Claus-cause to my little kid brain he was.
  3. He has been at every one of my violin recitals, concerts, graduations, and every other big event in my house. I'm lucky to have him live so close. He is always there supporting me.
  4. I love how my grandpa laughs.
  5. I own some beautiful wood pieces he has made for me.
Happy Birthday Grandpa!


The Whole Clan

My mom and Aunt Karen--Yes, they are twins.

Moore Clan

Sunday, April 3, 2011

Conference

I love conference. Every six months I get a kick in the pants and some serious encouragement. Plus it means a bunch of fun with my family. We do interesting things when we get together. The peep wars were witnessed, Tangled was watched, and sleep occurred. All this happening during the Bipolar weather Utah decided to have over conference weekend. I dislike spring for the very reason that it just prevents summer from getting here.

This time around I wanted to attempt cake pops again! Heather, Mark, Kristi, Kalli, Nathan, Mom, Kelsy, and I all gathered around the table to decorate the "eggs." They actually turned out pretty spectacular! Plus the tasted amazing so it didn't matter. Kris actually just sat on the couch. I knew she wasn't feeling well when I wasn't tackled when I entered the house. Poor thing has been floored with a nasty case of bronchitis she has shared with the rest of us.




How Kristi Felt


All decorating--under the influence of a sugar high

Mark kissing his version of Heather

Like I said, conference was a much needed refresher. Usually a spiritual overload for me. Thanks goodness I have six months to process everything before the next one. Being the early riser I am *cough*cough* I make have a taken a few naps. Thank goodness for today's technology and my Ipod. With the Podcasts I've been able to listen and process everything. I swear some of those talks were just for me!



Overall my impressions for this conference are to:
  1. Spend more time at the temple--I am still able to do baptisms and learn from the temple. I could also use the time to block out the chaos of the world.
  2. Look for more opportunities to serve. Be open to the opportunities that may come up and listen to the small voices that point them out.
  3. Recognize the spirit will talk to me often in small and simple ways. No big Ah Ha moments, but quiet daily ones.
  4. Refocus and reflect on what I really want in this life. Who I want to become.
  5. Stand up and figure out my own problems. Things are not as complicated as they seem. The gospel is simple.
Wow, it really is a good thing I have six months before the next overload!

Saturday, April 2, 2011

Simplicity

Conference started a bit early for me this year. I've been reading a lot of talks, devotionals, and scriptures this week and have sensed a theme. Simplicity. Go back to the simply primary answers to all my doubts, questions, and fears. Since I am not the most eloquent with my words, I will let the prophets speak for themselves. Each quote has changed my perspective lately.

Elder Todd F. Christofferson:

We do not live in the future—we live in the present. It is day by day that we work out our plans for the future; it is day by day that we achieve our goals. It is one day at a time that we raise and nurture our families. It is one day at a time that we overcome imperfections. We endure in faith to the end one day at a time.

The Spirit can guide us when to look ahead and when we should just deal with this one day, with this one moment. If we ask, the Lord will let us know through the Holy Ghost when it may be appropriate for us to apply in our lives the commandment He gave His ancient Apostles: “Take therefore no thought for the morrow, for the morrow shall take thought for the things of itself.”

Christine S. Packard:

There is a difference between accepting a feeling as legitimate and real and being defined by that feeling. Often, real feelings deepen and expand when they are minimized or ignored. When singles experience feelings of loss, if they and those close to them will acknowledge and accept the feelings as simply real, singles can more readily transcend the pain and avoid defining themselves by their marital status or their feelings.

Elder Jeffery R. Holland:

God doesn’t care nearly as much about where you have been as He does about where you are and, with His help, where you are willing to go. Keep your eyes on your dreams, however distant and far away.

In the process of revelation and in making important decisions, fear almost always plays a destructive, sometimes paralyzing role. Of course our faith will be tested as we fight through these self-doubts and second thoughts. Some days we will be miraculously led out of Egypt--seemingly free, seemingly on our way--only to come to yet another confrontation, like all that water lying before us. At those times we must resist the temptation to panic and to give up. At those times fear will be the strongest of the adversary's weapons against us.

If God has told you something is right, if something is indeed true for you, he will provide the way for you to accomplish it.


President Dieter F. Utchdorf:

We would do well to slow down a little, proceed at the optimum speed for our circumstances, focus on the significant, lift up our eyes, and truly see the things that matter most.

Some people can’t get along with themselves. They criticize and belittle themselves all day long until they begin to hate themselves. May I suggest that you reduce the rush and take a little extra time to get to know yourself better.

Let us simplify our lives a little.


President Henry B. Eyring:


You show your trust in Him when you listen with the intent to learn and repent and then you go and do whatever He asks. If you trust God enough to listen for His message in every sermon, song, and prayer in this conference, you will find it. And if you then go and do what He would have you do, your power to trust Him will grow, and in time you will be overwhelmed with gratitude to find that He has come to trust you.


Joseph Fielding McConkie:


It is not the design of heaven that we be rescued from all difficult situations. Rather, it is the Lord’s will that we learn to handle them.


I can't wait for conference! So much more to be learned!

Sunday, March 20, 2011

Emergency



I've had a couple of crazy shifts lately. But mostly some experiences that remind me that I belong in the ER. Despite the crazy schedule and chaotic atmosphere, I thrive on it. Since I started charging, I've been put in situations that have pushed me and helped me to grow. Last week I had a 12 yr old come in after having a gas stove explode all over her. She was my hero. Covered from head to toe in full thickness burns, she simply sat there asking for the pain to go away. No thrashing or screaming just trembling asking to make it better. This little girl broke my heart watching her in that much pain. Her little sister not much better. Both were incredibly brave. The night was pure chaos. Bucket-loads of people poured into the ER only adding to the stress of critical patients--crits less than 2, coding in the room, etc. But my co-workers were amazing. I knew they were tired. My feet HATED me after 12 hours straight on my feet. But they stayed helped and made sure our patients were taken care of. Brave little kids and my workers--yeah I think I'll stay in the ER for a while longer.


Saturday, March 19, 2011

Canyonlands

Today I did something I've never done before. I ran in a race. MONTHS ago I signed up to run the Canyonlands Half Marathon. Thinking, "Hey this will keep me in shape all winter!!" Yeah, I didn't prepare as much as I thought I would. So I chickened out and decided to run the 5 miles instead. Luckily, Crystal was running that one too so I didn't have to run it alone.

With my constant need of a vacation, I invited Mark and Heather to join me. With their recent engagement, I thought it would be fun to spend time with them.

The adventure then with me being sleep deprived and a beastly few shifts. Yeah, I know, when does that not happen. Needless to say I turned on the GPS and fell asleep in the back seat. After having received the news that once again my life plan would not go the way I wanted it too. A few short hours later we arrived in Moab to the gorgeous red rock and setting sun. At this point we checked in to fun little cabins and I was reminded how mad my stomach was. I may or may not have forgotten to eat breakfast lunch and dinner at this point. With THOUSANDS of people in Moab this weekend everywhere was PACKED! We thought Pizza Hut would be fast. Yeah an HOUR later we dove into a Pizza and their chocolate dippers.




Yes these are FAKE!


I was so tired I passed out within 10 minutes of laying. Shocking to me because it was only 2230! I woke up a blissfully 8.5 hours later feeling fully rested. Geared up and ready to run! Mark thankfully dropped me, Crystal, and Levi off at the start point. Bus after Bus was lined up to shuttle us up to the start. The only downfall was sitting up the canyon, while a nice COOL breeze kept me from feeling warm. We chilled for 60min for it to begin. It was fun to just sit back and people watch. We looked a bit like cattle to be honest with you.

At 0935 we took off, me blasting my music to find my rhythm, then just ran. It went faster than I thought. The scenery was gorgeous. My only problem was my stupid leg. Apparently the evil groin muscle chose to rebel my last mile but I came in with the time 57:29! That's right with my sparse training I had never come close to that! After downing my chocolate milk and banana, Crystal and I went back to the finish line to cheer on the runners. Watching those half-marathoners come in at 1 hr and 15 min. Crazy men. Wow. Well, I caught the bug and now have the goal to do it in under 2 hours next year. If not before :).








After the race I eventually found Mark and Heather, not an easy task amongst the chaos. From there we headed to Arches to do some hiking. Though at this point my body was beginning to hate me even more. We choose the simple hikes, North & South Window and Double Arch. I plan to tackle more of them later this year too! After getting nearly blown off the trail a few times and watching Mark climb up everything, we decided to head home. I promptly passed out in the back and let Mark drive again. An hour later I noticed the gas light was on. So the adventure became praying we could get to the gas station 25 miles away. Just in case you had any doubts, there is NOTHING in Emery. Especially the miles around Emery. The gas station had one pump in the center of town. The best part were the signs on the door--an announcement about the week's Relief Society Meetings and the need for photo ID when buying tobacco products. Ironic. Yes, I think so. Well at this point we somehow managed to get off track by an hour. Don't ask me how we got lost I have NO idea. My beautiful little GPS got us back on track thought and I pulled into my little house about 2100. Oh to be home. Since then I discovered muscles I didn't even know I had. But, I just can't wait to do it again!!










Sunday, March 13, 2011

List

After what I would call a crappy week, a HUGE understatement trust me. I've sat back and re-focused. While I don't have a whole lot of control in the future. I do have control over what I want to do. So I have revamped my bucket list. Changed it. Tweaked it. I've altered my other blog to help me document this adventure. Wish me Luck!
25 Things to Do Before I Turn 30

  1. Pass the CEN and CPEN
  2. Run the Canyonlands Half Marathon
  3. Hike all 60 Hikes withing 60 miles book
  4. Learn to Speak Spanish Fluently (ish)
  5. Learn to Belly Dance
  6. Read all 4 Standard Works
  7. Spend 2 weeks Touring Spain
  8. Master the Art of Photography
  9. Make everything out of the Secrets Recipe Cookbook
  10. Complete a list of a 100 books read
  11. Become a Yoga Master
  12. See Wicked on Broadway
  13. Spend a Day at a 5 Star Spa
  14. Hike 50 Short Hikes in Utah National Parks
  15. Finish 365 Photography Project
  16. Cliff Dive
  17. Kiss in the Rain
  18. Spend 2 weeks Touring Italy
  19. Successfully complete Insanity
  20. Hand Stitch a Pieced Quilt
  21. Do 200 Baptisms
  22. Stand Underneath Niagra Falls
  23. Go to a Drive in Movie
  24. Perform the WHOLE Symphonie Espanole
  25. Eat Sushi