Thoughts

I've been getting this question A LOT lately: " What exciting things have you been up to?" I guess I find it slightly comical that people think my life is fascinating on a daily basis. I do have exciting moments but to be honest my life is pretty plain. I battle with drama at work. Attempt to have a normal schedule like the rest of the world. Fight for some sort of social interaction with people. figure out how to maintain a clean house. Break the bad habits I have. Learn who I am in this stage of my life. Play with my family. Develop new hobbies. Eat junkie food. Get lost of the worlds of my TV shows and books. Try not to have too many nervous breakdowns. Decorate my house. Manage my new responsibilities that seem to just keep piling up. Exercise. Studying my scriptures. Spend more time on my knees. Sleep--which becomes harder and harder it seems. Be a support for those in my life. And try to say bad words at the stupid drunk people who say not so good things back to me.

Don't get me wrong. While at times I wish I was married with kids and fighting those battles. I would be a completely different person--for better or worse. I'm more confident, know more of who I am and have accepted that. Who knows what will happen but now I need to go figure it out. Any suggestions because the world is wide open at the moment.